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Just Do It!


Yesterday I was feeling down most of the day, over thinking, over feeling, and over doing!

I actually considered throwing in the towel and giving up, I told Jami I feel stupid, and useless, I really did.

Today I woke up still feeling sad, and pushed myself to go to my commitment, and you know what I am glad I did!

I walked into a room with 2 of the most beautiful souls I know, and was able to express some stuff that helped me see the big picture, the things they said to me having no idea what I had been contemplating prior to was nothing short of perfect.

The confirmation that I needed to hear so desperately as a human being feeling a little less than good, and hearing there version of what I bring to the community filled my heart.

As I sat down to practice the new paradigm with my best friend Joan, I read what felt were words written specific to my questions and concerns, and was reminded of who I am, and how I roll through life.

I am not someone who gives up, nor am I someone who takes the back seat! I get in that bitch and drive all the way to the top no matter what the circumstances or challenges are, and I realized it’s time to take it to the top or go home!

So here I am a day later from getting ready to throw in the towel and apply for a 9 to 5 job, to being ready to jump all in! I have everything and more than it takes to do this journey and I know what my guides want from me, I have resisted due to fear, due to worries, oh but what about so and so, and what if this, and what if that, and ya know what!! Never once did I say what about me!! This is what I am saying now!! What about me? Should I hide and stand back due to what others think, feel, or say? Fuck no! I am doing it! I am going in 110% and if I fail at least I can say I tried my best!

I have spent sooo much time helping others with
their stuff I forgot about my own, and it’s time to do what I offer to them for myself. I am making a commitment to myself and for myself to honor me, love me, and start practicing what I preach!

I have all the tools necessary it’s time to get to work!

Category: Bee's Expressions

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